This is it...

Its taken a while to go world wide writing web shmeg but it had to be done sooner or later, like facebook you eventually cave in despite all noble intentions held previously and often still claimed to be held. The I DON'T and WILL NEVER buy into all this reproduced mass flood of shit talk - like a persons emotional garbage dispenser available for viewing by the whole world...who thought anyone would want to do that. It feels similar to the whole world being able to peer into your trash and see what you devoured in just one week - or the amount that was left to go to waste - thats always bound to cause a stir, a shaking of the head and a sigh at all the excess of a privileged life. Well at least I recycle and efficiently dispose of my mental clogging, let lose into the infinite we-space to join the other freakish statements that hope one day to herald a new beginning, an epiphany of understanding for someone. Who knows the cause for this desire to be read but we all want to be understood or understood to defy understanding - one way or another - no one cares except the I in we.

Do I sound nihilistic?..It's not intentional, I am a wonderful person really and love to be told that - feel free at anytime.